final lullaby

i have few more hours until the morning dies.. i should not have any reason not to fall asleep but i should have reasons not to wake up.. but the day had interfered my night by giving me a permanent thought that surely keeps my eyes permanently open.. should i take a sleeping pill every night before slumber? maybe all i need is a sweet lullaby from the love one that would kill me for a good slumber so when i wake up, it feels like i've been sleeping under the open starry sky, where the wind blows slowly, covering my body like a blanket.. but for the meantime, i really need to sleep.. sleeping pills sound really friendly.. im afraid i might fall asleep too long and wake up on different bed..